Automatically reaching for the phone to call my mum. Weird things trigger this along with the usual. Like thinking, "Geez. I better call my mum. It's been awhile since I talked to her." duh. A question about a recipe. Something funny that happened at work. Last night, remembering through the tears knowing I won't get my "Happy New Year!" call where she reminds me not to doing anything involving too much labor or unpleasantness because "whatever you do on New Year's day you'll be doing the rest of the year". So today I think today, "Wait until I talk to my mum and tell the only thing I did today was leisure activity, most on the computer! She'll be happy to hear ...." Fuck.
And so it goes like that.
At least I'm remembering her lessons and not doing laundry or cleaning today - ugh! :P~